Loneliness.

This blog seems more up and down than anything. I guess its okay. It's my true thoughts... December 20th, 2011 passed by and it felt lonelier than ever... As did Christmas eve five days later.

To be honest, I'm tired inside. I spent 2 hours today with people and the rest I spent alone. Merry Christmas huh..

I'm trying to make sense of things but the struggle to do so grows harder and harder.. God's out there but it seems like I can't feel him at times. Especially not in the form of a community... or in the form of worship...

That asshole... I guess all I can REALLY say is: ...God is good.

Send some company, would ya?